Straining

School is getting harder again.

I had been starting to enjoy it, but some different factors are combining now to make it increasingly difficult.

A simple issue is the very cold weather and the fact that we are outside doing netball and athletics. Most of the guys don’t get into these two sports – but the girls love their netball.

A second issue is the struggle I am feeling to do all things well. Forge is gathering steam and next year I expect to work between 2-2 …½ days as we seek to develop it more. And the need for more time invested in Brighton is very evident now, both in the community and with the team.

When 4 days of the week are already heavily committed with Forge and school it only leaves 2 for Brighton and it also means that Brighton tends to get the left over hours – the time when I don’t have to be doing other things.

That shouldn’t be.

Its not quite that cut and dried, but I am noticing some real frustration in my desire to do more both with team and community and the simple lack of available time.

Danelle and I have been talking it thru and it seems I might need to finish teaching at the end of the year if I am to be true to what I have been called to do. It means trusting God for some $$ again and it will probably mean living at a lower standard again. We were just enjoying having a few $$$ this year!free predator 2 movie download

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